Mid-life crisis

Ideally, I think my dream job would be to draw. Not just manga, although certainly I would love to, but painting, sketching, anything. I'd like to do something that I really love, and not feel guilty about it like I should be studying instead.

I would like to be designing games one day. Character art, concept sketches, that sort of junk. But I think, that is probably the epitome of every young artist's dream.

I don't think I have enough talent or confidence. I think to stand out in this industry, you have to start early, showing your work at every opportunity. I get nervous about people seeing my work. It's not that I think they're bad, but I always think that there are better.

I wish I was better at drawing.